Letter to Him.
dont know why this is the only place where i feel like i can tell him, knowing we need to have this conversation in person. but i know i aint got enough guts for that. Youre in a relationship, and i couldnt be even more happy for you but at the same time i didnt realize what i had till it was gone. I didnt think i would be the type of person to cry over silly things like this, but the tears fell. i tried to control them, to hide them. but my bestfriend told me sometimes its good to let them just fall. probably was the best advice she ever gave…lol. Shit, its about to be Thanksgiving again. the time when we first started talking, maybe thats why my feelings reunited. i know i needa tell you all this, but i feel like i dont have the right to cry over you. you have another female to worry about already. I just want you back, not just part of you. all of you. but like you said, i had my chance and i let you slip away. Foolish, childish and crazy but now i know what i want. You. i came to the conclusion, crazy as it is..but i think….i think i love you? i know things with you will never be awkward, and i know i lost my chance but i still consider you as one of my friends. hopefully we’ll still have that. </3
